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♥ Tuesday, March 24, 2009.

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remember somethings..with♥
Lessons you learn everyday.....
i was travelling alone in the bus today. And a few times quite recently, i've been havin some thoughts...somethings happen to you too many times, and it is just for you to realise certain things. maybe i would like to call that, the realization point. Especially lesson no.1 on my list. Dont depend on others. gosh it has shown me that i almost got doomed for believing in someone. Too many times i've seen the lies and the looks in her face. why was i so blind these days? can't blame myself can i?
now that i know, i gotta step back. i've seen things while growing up. It has thought me many things.

1) don't depend on others. Independency is the best.
2) don't be very forgiving. unless, you know its gona be worth it.
3) Believe in Mother when she says something.
4) Love, everyday.
5) accept failures, you'll succeed.
6) don't have jealousy in mind. it'll DESTROY you.
7) eliminate all evil thoughts. (tho i've seen some who believe in doing just about ANYTHING, just to get what they intend to - Remember KARMA.)
8) yes, What goes around, comes around.
9) Haters die faster...haha!
10) its okay to make mistakes.

i didn't know i'd make a list of 10 'Lessons'! haha...i really hope i get what im hoping for. I promise to myself to werk it. And i want some miracles to happen nowww :(
i miss my bestfriend, my confidant, my encourager, the one who reminds me, everyday is worth living for when i think otherwise. It keeps gettin harder. i miss you.
Every minute & second treasured;


♥ Friday, March 20, 2009.

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life as it is...with♥
LIFE for now...trying so hard to stay above the water catching gasps of air just enough to sustain, everything getting tougher as time ticks... along with a part of me that senses and says something's always missing. How is this? How can life be going on like this?
i quite know just what it is....but nothing will be done. or can it?
i just want to get away and close my eyes to see a picture with the serene atmoshpere and calmness..and get the assurance that i can finally take a deep breath and tell myself i'm all free to go. feel that everything is there. right beside me. how long more is this gonna take?


and some idiotic imbeciles are pissin me off with the fuckin politics! i just feel like killing all these people!!!!
Every minute & second treasured;


♥ Monday, February 23, 2009.

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Friendship isn't a big thing - it's a million little things.with♥
That's a really nice saying, isn't it? Well its been almost a perfect month! Feelin like the sky surrounded with so many beautiful stars (of cos, with one that's been missin...)


you know, the feelin where yr bein loved by so many and to know and realise they'd be there with you for a long time...simply beautiful. To start off, i finally bought a new phone!! (admitted to myself that we all gotta adapt to new changes in life) and i kinda like the phone now (: oh and Vday was not too bad. spent the V-day week with all the impt, vimpt people. (: (: This time, i tried bakin cupcakes! of cos, with my co-baker Vita! (hahaha! i won't forget yr cupcake dance, interview session with the sis & our videos-Ciara N Missy in the houzzzzz) Didn't expect them to turn out like the way it did...quite nice actually! i ate some nice spicy food at Thai express! anddd I caught 4 movies this week! It felt so good. i missed watchin movies. and i didn't guess i'd be catchin 4 in a row!

Bride wars (so fun! haha vita dedicated this movie 2 me...awww...i enjoyed it!)
On the other end of the line (indian actress Shreya acting in it - expected storyline.)
Vykrie (duno hw its spelt. a movie about hitler! not too bad..)
He's just not that into you! (this was my FAV of all...i simply loved it! a very gd movie!!)
...wierd hw i haven't caught slumdog since it's been the biggest talk of the town...


my cup cakes =) with pretty pink heart shaped sprinkles!
the more special ones are caught in my phone! and i can't seem to find the cable now :(


our usual catch-up session. this one was a lil more memorable:)



one of my Fav day with the girls! i loved the "he's just not that into you" movie, and our update session at Giraffe =)


so many other things are happening every other day...one of it was the preps for Kaya's 21st! it was soo exciting! from choosin her yummy saree to the photoshoot wch was very fun! I bet she's gonna look super gorgeous on her Bday!! anddd my Live music practices have slowly started this month. Its very scary! a month left for the grad day!


that's Zaad. he's a hotstuff! the photographer...and alif's doin the make-up. he's one of the sweetest guy i've met! and my yummyy kaya, the model.


this is Joyce, she's a really good cook! i had fun at her place along with the rest discussin abt the shoot :)
...and i realised this month, i've been eatin a bit too much! too many cravings and sinfully indulging in all the delicious food that gives me the evil stares if i don't get it! i gotta stoppppp!
i'm addicted to the song by flyleaf now! acoustic version of all around me.






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♥ Friday, February 6, 2009.

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:)with♥
I'll sing it

One last time for you

Then we really have to go

You've been the only thing

That's right

In all I've done...



And I can barely look at you

But every single time I do

I know we'll make it anywhere,

Away from here..

-leona lewis-



your simply just the best and no one can detest.

i miss you.
Every minute & second treasured;


♥ Thursday, January 1, 2009.

For me to know and you to read.

Goodbye 2008.....with♥

2008 - what a year that was. A year where Expectations were met,


..Graduating..a tiny moment of happiness and satisfaction upon my mini achievement...








unexpected things that took place,


..my bdae surprises that really made my day and year a memorable one,



-@ straits kitchen,Grand Hyatt


mailto:-@Fort Canning Park all bloated with so much food, sucha beautiful place, cake and people!:)


eve of my bdae midnight surprise under my block!



Friends:)


A new cliq and my 3 happy pills who're always there, having the opportunities to always have my besties by my side...my triplets, my laydees...my dancemates with a closer bond.. i love ya'll!










changes....lots of them..my hair cut disaster haha..my violet hair wch is gone now..and i lost some weight:) hehe..




from this...



to this!


confirmation of my dance graduation date, trip to India..getting the golden opportunity to perform in Chithambaram temple



yummy indian foood.

beautiful scenery!


performance.


got a closer bond with the family...attended most of the family functions :)




my two fav aunties!

seeing so many of my friends turn 21 and gosh! its gona be my turn soon,



-after i chopped 1/2 my hair off :(


-kitty's bollywood extravaganza




-Datshini's 21st party at aloha chalet!



-thana's 21st at spans jom



-faizal's 21st at Downtown East



Partying more than i thought i could this year! haha! i got to celebrate halloween!!








it was really a twist of everything in this year 2008... i wonder what's in store for 2009!




The day started well as i went to temple with the family like every other year.


Things i have to do-


get my license!!!


grow my hair


lose weight


gettin into uni


be sure of what i really really want.



...hope i achieve all these this yr...to all you people who have coloured my 2008 so beautifully, thankyou! Have a very Happy New Year!! loves to all.
Every minute & second treasured;


♥ Monday, November 10, 2008.

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HAPPY TUESDAY! halloween & diwali:)with♥








Halloweeeen 2008!



Finally! i celebrated halloweeeeen! this was one of the things i was really happy about that happened this yr. i finally went out on halloweeen!



haha! this was at FarEast..after seeing the decos there was when we really got excited abt halloween! so me and vita decided we shd just go ahead n celebrate Halloween this yr at least! i had absolutely no idea on what to dressup as...and since it was really last min plans..i was the boring she-devil! :(





she-devil at arena! it was really so damn crowded inside...there wasn't any space to even move! but we( me, vita, faizal, vki, joyce) managed to squeeze thru and we went right in front of the stage...they had some show there and the host was really so entertaining. they had a few games on stage and all...it was really fun! we saw soo many people and almost everyone we saw was dressed up! a really fun experience and i never regretted a single bit! the club was really really happening but just that we didn't have any air to breathe!

so we decided we shd head to somewhere else...and on the way we saw some of the NP peeps! we all decided to go Gotham. every club was full house that night! like wth!!! we had to wait for 30mins to enter gotham tho it wasn't as crowded as arena..we cld breathhee and dancee!

with the dead victim who was too happy that night!

i'm soooo elated! past two weeks were really fun cos of the fact that it was DIWALIIII! and yes Halloween of coz! Following that was genieve's bdae...and meeting my loved ones!! =)=)=)


Diwali was kinda boring this yr when compared to the previous ones..i was feelin sucky...i didn't even shop for myself! till the eve or shd i say, on diwali day itself cos i was workin till 11pm on the eve and after that, arnd midnight i went down to the bazar to get something cos i really didn't have anythin to wear! wasn't in the mood to celebrate at all!


morning, went to my granny's place as usual..my bro n i took pictures with her and she was sooo cute at that moment i tell u! hehe..




This was at Renu's place in the early evening..




and look who came to my place in a tuxedo! mr.whisky!!! he's sooo cute la!


joyce and vita came over at night with whisky and we were havin a diwali sleepover! haha and all the things he did! so adorable! he was freely walkin arnd my house and while we were busy watchin tv and talkin we didn't realise he was not sittin beside us...this little fella actually took a trip to my kitchen and stole a huge drumstick from the bin and came all the way to the living room! and when we found our tiny friend he was innocently lookin at us with the bone in his mouth. so naughty! but extreamly cute!



whisky say hello to the camera! haha didnt realise i took a snap of joyce's leg as well..



on the following week was when i really felt the diwali mood cos my relatives came over...followed by anj, hema, kuna...not forgettin my NP peepz! and kavitha of cos! she like my family la! everyone knows her!


my aunties! so pretty la they all! they're really nice and believe it or not! they were like...ehh take picture again! ehh lets take pic here...no, no there!....now i know where i inherited certain things....haaaha!
gd day to all!
Every minute & second treasured;


♥ Friday, October 10, 2008.

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holiday moood!!!with♥
OMG! these ppl are crazy right now!

shiying and anjali both were talking to me bout having trips this year!

and i soooo need one right now la!

shiying was telling me that she wants to go to taiwan and the stuffs there are really cheap. and she actually managed to find a good offer at some package wch is only $1088 plus airport tax.(but tax will be subjected to change..maybe a few dollars or so - for 8days!

and their currency is sgd1 = nt22.

you can get a pair of good heels for sgd7! or a reallyreally good one for sgd10-sgd20! damn cheap right!

but i've got some serious thinking to do right now since cos im leaving to india in Dec as well..dunno if it'll crash...haiz...



and anjali darlin was sayin she wants to go to bangkok or bintan! both are shiok lar! one can shop like crazyyy and the other can relax and go for their massage n spa...



I NEED A HOLIDAY MAN!!!!!!!!!!!

(my india trip's not included. cos im soo dreading it...)
Every minute & second treasured;