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♥ Tuesday, March 24, 2009.

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remember somethings..with♥
Lessons you learn everyday.....
i was travelling alone in the bus today. And a few times quite recently, i've been havin some thoughts...somethings happen to you too many times, and it is just for you to realise certain things. maybe i would like to call that, the realization point. Especially lesson no.1 on my list. Dont depend on others. gosh it has shown me that i almost got doomed for believing in someone. Too many times i've seen the lies and the looks in her face. why was i so blind these days? can't blame myself can i?
now that i know, i gotta step back. i've seen things while growing up. It has thought me many things.

1) don't depend on others. Independency is the best.
2) don't be very forgiving. unless, you know its gona be worth it.
3) Believe in Mother when she says something.
4) Love, everyday.
5) accept failures, you'll succeed.
6) don't have jealousy in mind. it'll DESTROY you.
7) eliminate all evil thoughts. (tho i've seen some who believe in doing just about ANYTHING, just to get what they intend to - Remember KARMA.)
8) yes, What goes around, comes around.
9) Haters die faster...haha!
10) its okay to make mistakes.

i didn't know i'd make a list of 10 'Lessons'! haha...i really hope i get what im hoping for. I promise to myself to werk it. And i want some miracles to happen nowww :(
i miss my bestfriend, my confidant, my encourager, the one who reminds me, everyday is worth living for when i think otherwise. It keeps gettin harder. i miss you.
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♥ Friday, March 20, 2009.

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life as it is...with♥
LIFE for now...trying so hard to stay above the water catching gasps of air just enough to sustain, everything getting tougher as time ticks... along with a part of me that senses and says something's always missing. How is this? How can life be going on like this?
i quite know just what it is....but nothing will be done. or can it?
i just want to get away and close my eyes to see a picture with the serene atmoshpere and calmness..and get the assurance that i can finally take a deep breath and tell myself i'm all free to go. feel that everything is there. right beside me. how long more is this gonna take?


and some idiotic imbeciles are pissin me off with the fuckin politics! i just feel like killing all these people!!!!
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